Tuesday, 29 January 2013

Market….. The LiFe Spot!!!!


It was Sunday, the only day where something planned hangouts work out, in a busy life. And all the folks among us had decided to visit, the core market of the town, Chandni Chowk, to spend the evening. As pre fixed we entered the market at around 5.00 in the evening. A place full of noise, shors and sheers of different people, the junction of giggling couples, lovely families, bindaz friends, romantic lovers, of course almost the middle class families
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The very scene of variety of colours, elogen lamps, tubelights, petty shops attracted me, in a fraction of seconds and I started travelling in a world of imagination. The gleaming lights in the dukans were silently inviting the trendy customers, the flavoured smells of foodstalls dragged foodish people towards them, some stalls where none of above worked, the base voice of vendors promoting their products, pierced the ear drums.

A bunch of balloons, Gas balloons… coloured in Red, yello, blue, green, white….almost the attractive colours grabbed me. I was enthusiastic to see who held the balloons in a bunch. The very view towards the threads of bunch guided me towards the Lady….. who held them. She had held those threads that would fetch her a days meal, those threads that would make her family to eat… Baloons in colours was held by a dully grey woman.

All of sudden I realized some one was poking me hard…. “Alla ki nam pe de de baba…., Allah ki nampe ……” A begger, perfectly well from top to bottom, was begging without hesitation…. Well how he can hesitate.. It’s a profession for him now… I nodded my head indicating him I need not give anything made him to move forward… A sudden cheer from behind diverted me, “Chor Chor…. That bloody idiot has snached my purse.. catch him catch him”… some one ran in zooming speed, while some people tried to catch him… lady who was making the cheer.. came to the foreground behind….. well now I felt.. begger was more better than a thief as my hand made a move towards back pocket to check if my wallet was In the location.

The above incidents are almost common hence, didn’t attract me much. I turned around to grab some thing more sensational. The dust rising from footsteps of thousands took no time to react.. I coughed from the core.. Yet this cough was something different.

Shop full of bangles… the Edison’s creativity … bulbs… glittered the shine of clustered bangles. Suddenly something more was gleaming…a pretty desi face of a desi gal… her enthusiastic eyes were impertinent searching in among clusters of bangles the one suits her. Lips carried the charismatic smile. That could make anyone forget the world… body was topbottemed with Halfsaree… which enhanced her beauty. Beauty of India lies in Beautiful desi beauties... for a moment the age spoke in within me. Closed ma eyes to feel the feel…. When opened… could not locate her there… ;)

Sugar candies… pink and pink… beside bangle shop… a backed me my child hood. I paid a coin of 5... Took a candy. Soothing softness reminded those noons... while my mom would be fast asleep, ting ting ting!!!! Bell would tempt me to wake her up and ask for a coin of 2… she used to give me after pleading her... and I would rush to gather my candies... pink and pink... one for me and one for Mom… I would eat mine then my mom’s :P….the ultimate soft sweet brought back me to the market….

The market was almost filled with people… some Indians some foreigners… everyone busy with their own business… vendors vending their goods... to earn their lively hood… while Parents satisfying their tiny tots with much of compromise.. Less with buying, crazy youths cheering in their own fashion, pretty gals pleading their boyfriends, newly married in a different manner… each of them had a reason... Soul of enjoyment!!!... For someone it was life for enjoyment… someone else it was enjoyment for life.

Eating is one the most enjoyable for me :P… after sugar candy I searched for if anything else visible. There were a lot… The pulley of verity of pooris, stall of cane juice, Soda stops... nothing attracted me as much the golgoppa shop did. I ordered for Jaljeera seasoning. The expertise hands picked up the ice crystals and got busy in colouringup…. At this moment something interesting happened. A cooli, with a scattered dress came there with his son, too tiny. The baby was fully in pleasure to eat the golgoppa… his father spilled all the coins he had hard earned on the table in front... and asked for goppa… mean while shopkeeper had given mine, I had not yet tasted it. The baby snatched his candy and started eating it passionately. I saw the satisfaction on father’s face at this moment, while my candy flowed out due to temperature, letting the stick naked in my hand.

At this time, I was mechanically being carried away, stall by stall, visualizing verity of folks, shops with some creativity, some modernity. Artisans sold their hand made goods, while some vendors brought up the attractive china made products. But today the raised up malls, shopping super markets… have made them decline down to sleep mode. Every shop carried its own story, some for passion, and some for livelihood. Somewhere in the mind it was clear, Life and Market makes a perfect match, some way philosophically.

A shop full of teddy bears did bring a smile on my face. Though a girly one, for some reason it made me smile. I stood over there for some time, seeing transaction in the shop. “Dear, Teddy bear... tell me the secret, how do you attract pretty people?”…. I questioned, no one to answer :D…..

Vibration in the right pocket of my jeans brought me back to present. Dipped in 3 figures to pick up the call. Oh my god!!!! Call from a roommate… the name on display made my cerebrum think….. I was lost in world of imagination, while my pals were somewhere else…. Now every thoughts came to my mind… new city, new people, big market how to go back, to destiny…. Everything was dull except the display of cell… I received the call...

“Erna pirav pote marre, saavu et call malpuna nikk…. Bodha vunda maga nikk….. volla eee?..... enklu mool exit gate the kaital ulla.. bega bala… battaibokka tope ninna… “!!!!! The homely tulu brought back a secure feeling … Laughing at my foolishness… Laughing with an imagination of all the scoldings and thrashings that would be mine in few minutes…. I rushed searchin the exit!!!!!

Monday, 17 December 2012

“MOTHER IS SERIOUS…!!!!!”



“Chali re… Chalire…. Zunoooo keliye…”
Was hearing to my ears…. It took no time for me to recognize..  was my cell phone….But who could call me so early….. I had slept late night.. so it took me minutes to pick up the call. Screen was displaying the name.. I dint bother to see it..swiped the green to  receive the call…
“ Dude… Mom is Serious!!!!!! Doctors have given up… I..Dn…….”
The neurons and nerves inside me took seconds to react for this… I was stunned.. dint even bother to listen who the other person was.. Nothing worked inside my skull, for fractions I was dumb…
Oh God.. How can you be so cruel, How you can make my mom so serious…was next point blinked in my mind….
The stale used pant of last day’s late night party was hanging over the hanger, Grabbed it, wore it. Took out the T shirt from the heap of used dresses.. …..of course I am a Hostellite!!!…and rushed towards the central bus stand carryin no Ideas in mind about how to go…..
Only My mom… My mom’s beautiful face was gleaming to my eyes. Mechanically I had climbed a bus.. With all and one intention to rush to my home town!!!!! I managed to get a seat, the co-passenger was a lady with a Baby!!!!
My mind started thinking the flash back.. when did I call her last time?… Oh no..!!! A week ago… Crap I was.. Didn’t even bother about her for Last one week.. am I not a fool who considers enjoyment over affection!! My father had warned me last time..” Look my boy, I don’t worry if you call me or not regularly.. I know you have less time for us.. But never fail to call your mom… she cries in vain each day if you don’t …” Yes my mom is sensitive, she cares for me too much, what to do my age never recognizes it.. but now I am repenting!!!!
“God.. I will never repeat such carelessness… Please do survive my Mom… I promise you”.. I prayed what else I can do?.. By this time bus had already started and was moving on a medium phase….
The baby in the other seat was still asleep, but the lady half asleep, caring now and then to see if baby is comfortable… this took me back … Yes My mom’s so caring…
Many a times she used to say… “ Boy I am getting tensed, when its exam time for you… I have the faith that you will make it… but still, I don’t get sleep….” I was  Ignorant for her claim, bothered about what she said nor did I look in to what she did late nights…once when I got up after reading late night to have a cup of coffee… Mom was sitting in the Hall, half asleep… getting up now and then, I asked what happened, she replied, “ nothing dear, was waiting here to see if you are asleep, I could wake you up so that you can complete your studies!!!!” when entire world was enjoying their sleep, my mom was caring for her baby….
Now she Looked like an Angle to me…. God I want to care her throughout my life.. Please don’t take her away….
Jerk!!! In the bus brought be to the present.. looked at the other seat, the lady was showing outer world to the baby, through the window pane, Baby looking once at lady.. once outside with enthusiasm… Dint my mom show me this world, dint she teach me all new things, dint she understand my dumb language and reacted without any mistakes….. She did She did…. Patience in her deserves Hats off…
“My boy…. Please teach me how to operate this new cell phone… your dad has a complaint that I am unable to answer properly to his calls on cell phone… No one else calls me anyway, atleast teach me how to make calls, and to receive calls in this”… She had asked with all interests one day, when my dad gifted her a cell phone.. well I taught her in ignorant manner… twice, anyhow she couldnot catchup… Then I was impertinent, started scolding, “ Mom, these gadgets are not for people like you.. Fools cannot try to become wise any ways.. please don’t waste my time…” What to do?! I had said the same, She was a fool who could recognize when I was sad, She was a fool who recognized when I was depressed, She was a fool who knows who I Am?!.... Am I not a sinner
I remember her tears were at the edge of her eyes, never did she show me her pains, She went inside the room hopefully she cried to the depth.. but she dint scold me.. or even she didn’t remind it next day…. God I am sinner, give my life portion to my mom!!!!
A single phone call of my mom’s status had put me fully in vain, don know what would happen if I see her in this condition…..What if my mom had not bothered for my Pains… what if she had not saved in many of my critical conditions, what if she had not fed me when I was hungry… What was it if She had denied giving birth to me with only reason… she can’t bear my weight for nine months or she can’t tolerate the pain on letting me out of her world... to see this world?!?!?!....
I would not have seen this beautiful world… heart said single thing….World is nothing without mom… Mom is world…!!!
 Mother has no similes.. my memories flipped as if I was opening a book … this was Living Legend.. on death bead!!
The lady on the other seat was now feeding her baby…. The Elixir… god had filled in her… to feed the lucky baby!!!!! I was also Lucky enough to get the same….. at some times back
The very thought of Mother feeding milk made me fade myself into miser…. Oh god…. You are in the form of mother… well I don’t remember the scene when I came out of the womb.. I don’t even remember the tears in her eyes… at my first look my mom shredded… I don’t remember her satisfied face when she poured all her love and affection on my hunger… I don’t remember her tears that blossomed on every vain I suffered…..
But I am feeling it now…!!!
Things which I dint even bother to see… is creating emotions in my heart… this is called relationship… this is what Motherhood means!!! Am I not the worst person to ignore the god in front of me!!!
“GOD…. NEVER LET ME ALONE… PLEASE STAY WITH ME FOR EVER”….
My journey towards destiny was almost over with all these thoughts in mind… I got down the bus.. Without bothering my surroundings… took an auto.. Rushed for ma home… it was 4.00 evening…
My soul is not still ready to accept that my mom is under worst…. I came near the gate of my home.. 
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A lady opening the door of my home!!!! She is my Mom….!!!! Rubbed my eyes twice.. My mom is fine.. She had returned from school… she was a teacher though!!!....
Nothing did my brain… rushed at her… Hugged in satisfaction, pleasure…. All the feelings in my heart blushed out through my eyes… I cried… she did the same…. My heart beat explained her everything…She dint even ask me what had happened…. She was so eager to see me I guess…I am sure ….
All this had happened just through a phone call... Now I remembered it and took out my cell to know what the matter actually was…!?.. “Bhuvan” name flashed on call logs… one of my friends... I called back to know what the matter was…
“Hello” said the other side… voice was of a lady.. “Sorry sir, Bhuvan is busy with funeral ceremony of his mother… She died an hour ago!!!!!!”…
God!!! Miscommunication made me realize something more than important… now my friend had lost the utmost pearl… I rushed to console him…


Thursday, 29 November 2012

In A TrAFfiC jAm……….


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s usual the day had begun and I had my morning breakfast, Traditional Idli Sambar with Chutney, assembled the jumbled gadgets, and stepped into my boots…. started towards my Jaan, Hero Honda Splendor+… Lots of things in mind…. Most of which were useless,did not bother me, as this was routine. I kicked the starter to ride ahead, accelerating the right, clutching the left… towards the four lane Chennai roads.

Youth in within me was awaken by the strong beautiful road, and the light breeze which made the temp awesome. Zoooooooming the accel… I continued, crossed 2 signals, unfortunately my zooming did not help me to cross the third since there was a Jam already. Well, nobody can be blamed for this, as traffic jams are inevitable part of Journey in the city.

Sun, over the head had fully unvaled from the duppatta of clouds… and was beaming with the glow. I saw around, and in no minutes understood that this is going to be a long Jam. Hence lowered my helmet over to the Petrol tank… and started to scrutinize my round.

Well, the shouting of localites ahead took few seconds for my cerebrum to analyze, there was an accident. People were shouting, as usual 2 parties to watch out the Cock fight, a set of mediators to console both…. This did not attract me so I turned to my right. Autorikshaw, filled with tiny tots, dressed in White n blue uniforms, attracted me. Keenly, as I noticed …. I caught the glimpses of 2 children fighting within themselves. Who knows why…MiGht be FoR a ChocoLate, for a pencil, for a rubber… or for a side seat... what else do kids fill in their world!!! Remembered my days to school….

The, brand Logo behind rickshaw… yes!! The Mercedes Benz... I saw into the window panes… Driver dressed in White n white n white, right behind him in back seat, kid dressed in White n blue… as if a parrot in the Cage, was peeping towards the Auto, to see what his folks did..?!.. Bechara, Had no such fights, since his Father wants Dignity over Childhood!!!

The footpath besides caught my attention, people sleeping... no parts of body uncovered… felt as if there was no Sun over their head. Thought to myself… being under a roof, I don’t even sleep properly for the reason, fan lacks air... sometimes even fan gives more…Hats off India... For these off springs who sleep even at day Light bright!!!! Yea sun was pretty bright now! Drops of sweat dripped ova my Pants from forehead….

No signs of changeover by Traffic light…. Now it was sure…. Some Political Elephant is to pass the street... No movements for half an hour more….!!!!!! Turning to the right, made me bliss…. Pretty Barbie Gal... On her scootey Pep+…. Nothing else to see… since she was covered from head to the foot… A Covering to the head in brown that covered even … hopefully the beautiful white face... Black goggles over her attraction... Salwaar in Green and white… short sleeved… no chance to see her arms, covered even that with white gloves…Cursed in within me…. Why the beautiful things in world do get covered... I know this is the technique how they keep up attractions in within admirers like us... IdIoTs.!!! ;) However she did not even bother to see towards me.

Hey!!!! What’s that…? The scene in the next car made such screaming in my skull!!!!.... Smooching couples!!! Hellers, they were doing it even in this busy Jam... As if they were not a part of this world... and gliding in the world of romance….. Driver in front was reading newspaper as if “chaltahe yr!!these are common things why do you worry?!!”  Poor guys what’s wrong in it!!!! They don wanna waste time!!! Think so……. Was morning na... so dint focus into that too much! I changed my view……without letting myself nervs!!

Saw, a middle class family… on a Bike.. making it a capacity of car…. Head of family, the father being driver, his first son right above his lap and over petrol tank… Sat behind his wife, the princess... with a Lovley kid in her arms. Rest didn’t attract me.. As much did the Baby…. Even after all the world, busy in its own business… the Baby was creating its own world within it… enthu to see the diff folks... sometimes it Laughed, sometimes clapped… sometimes widened the eyes….Very impertinent on things.. Baby was turning to and fro, without wasting moments to capture …..!!!!!

Beep!!! Beeep!!! Beep!!!!! Beep!!!!!!!.... 8 cars back to back crossed the street, no speed limits, since its INDIA…. Brought back my consciousness saying I’m struck up in a traffic jam…. For the progression of 8 cars in tremendous speed…  I had to wait for 45min!!!!!! Shall I say Heads off or heads down!!!!!! Well I didn’t bother… as I wanted to see back the baby… but where I can…. Vehicles behind me started to say… Pomp!!!! Pomp!!! Keen!!! Konk!!! Wonk!!!!!! Boom!!! SuuuM!!!! Keee!!!!!!!........

I started kicking my kicker!!!! Hell it’s not starting… Kick!! Kick!! Kick!!!!!!!!....... Ouch… somebody kicked on my Ass!!!! Heard a voice shouting, “Saale... Nik lakkera ittnda yank dayeg Kick korpe … saaav, podu saila marre, Jappera budu”….!!!!( If u wanna get up why the hell are u kick me, get lost, let me to sleep!!!!)… Guy in the other bed shouted at me!!! Oh god!!! I was dreaming A Traffic Jam!!!! Is that no terrific!!!

My hands moved over the bed to see what the time is!!! Already 6... A message in the inbox… as usual opened it!!... “Gudnit k***m*…Chwe………” so it read… this is best part of life… seeing the, pretty message of pretty people, @ pretty hours…. Makes like lullaby!!!!!! Turned to right…. Ova bed… to sleep back!!!!!!!